Well, I graduated on Friday, June 7th, 2015. I guess I should state what has happened.
I realized this last few months exactly who my true friends were. I guess my freshman year I didn't know, so I became friends with the first group that accepted me and ended up becoming something I wasn't. I also realize that by doing so, all I did was prolong my anger issues and depression and such. Now I know that the friends I made then, only cared about the me who was fake. I've made friends this last year who mean more to me then anything else, and I wouldn't give them up for anything. As for the ones I have recently lost, well... I cried, of course, but I lost nothing but drama. I'm glad to be moving forward.
Sort of sad though, Writing my last page on this blog feels like it really is the end of my child hood, like this some how finishes it. Of course I'll start a new blog, for college. I want to be able to record all this stuff, so when I'm out of school , and I can come back and re read, I'll have it to smile and shake my head at. I'll be able to tell myself how ridiculous I was here and now. To those of you who have read parts of my blog, or even all of it. I hope you enjoyed getting to see into my life, I'm not a very good story teller to be honest. However, I hope you'll continue to read on and into my next one.
Good bye for now.
I realized this last few months exactly who my true friends were. I guess my freshman year I didn't know, so I became friends with the first group that accepted me and ended up becoming something I wasn't. I also realize that by doing so, all I did was prolong my anger issues and depression and such. Now I know that the friends I made then, only cared about the me who was fake. I've made friends this last year who mean more to me then anything else, and I wouldn't give them up for anything. As for the ones I have recently lost, well... I cried, of course, but I lost nothing but drama. I'm glad to be moving forward.
Sort of sad though, Writing my last page on this blog feels like it really is the end of my child hood, like this some how finishes it. Of course I'll start a new blog, for college. I want to be able to record all this stuff, so when I'm out of school , and I can come back and re read, I'll have it to smile and shake my head at. I'll be able to tell myself how ridiculous I was here and now. To those of you who have read parts of my blog, or even all of it. I hope you enjoyed getting to see into my life, I'm not a very good story teller to be honest. However, I hope you'll continue to read on and into my next one.
Good bye for now.
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