So today I finally came to a conclusion. I've been told to stop acting like a petty child and that I shouldn't do this or that cause it's something a child would do. You know what? It's not me. It's them. I'm not being childish I'm being ME. They are the petty idiots who can't get the fuck over it. I ripped a guys head off, decided I was in the wrong, apologized to him and gave him space for a while. He is the one that told me he still wanted to be MY friend. So I try talking to him a few weeks later like normal and he treats me like shit. I ask him why the fuck he wanted to be friends if he wouldn't get the fuck over it and He told me I can't just rip someones head off and expect everything to be fine instantly.... IT WAS TWO FUCKING MONTHS AGO YOU BUTT HURT LITTLE GIRL. Jesus Christ I swear He holds a grudge worse then any five year old I've ever met. I've never been one to hold onto the past. I'll get into fucking bitch fits with my brother and family and the next day we will act like nothing happened. That isn't being childish that's being an adult. Because no matter how many fucking fights we get in, there is no pointing dwelling on the past seriously. I don't see a reason to act like a fucking toddler and hold onto something stupid that happens like Me ripping your head off when you fuck up. No I'm not perfect but I'm sure as hell not as childish as everyone wants to think.
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