Since school started I've been busy. I actually Enjoy my 121 College Algebra class (shocker) and pretty much every class. I guess I don't look forward to going to history but its not bad. I don't really look forward to German either but the girl who sits next to me, Kari, she is really nice and I love talking to her. None of my real life friends have a clue when my birthday is (October first) but a ton of my online friends are wondering what I'm doing for my 18th this year. I don't know what I'm doing. Honestly I think I'd just sit and play a Montague of video games with my gamer friends just to spend time with people if I had the capability but my gaming thingy is broken so I'm screwed there. The guy I liked deserted me, my little sister is being a bitch, and my mom is poor so we cant go out. I hate being poor but its part of life. However I did find out something interesting about my College choice of major. Apparently at the College I want to go to the Acting department is very dirty and sexual thanks to some fucked up teacher. My Drama teacher this year was telling me what it was like when she was there and how the teacher that she had was still there. I'm worried because I'm going for a duel Major in Dance and Acting. I'm scared that I'll ended up with that creepy ass teacher. Like what do I do if he tries to get me to do something creepy like suck some guy off or something? God that's nasty, if he is so obsessed with sex maybe the man needs to get laid and stop pushing it off on the rest of us. However I guess if I can humiliate myself sexually on stage I can do just about every other type of bull shit that an actor should be able to do. However I'm very shy sexually so that doesn't really bode well for my acting career. Also I've decided to open my own dance studio so then again it doesn't really matter .
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