I am officially a month into my Senior high school year and I do believe I've heard the words; Really, Seriously, you must be joking and or No fricken way over fifty times when people find out I am a senior. I know I look young but I don't look that young. Though being a senior has made me smile I think I like the fact that I have seniorites. I of the oldest kids of that school, I am one of the smartest, and quiet frankly, it makes me feel better about myself. I've been there four years, I know the ins and outs of that school, I've taken a freshman who has never even been to my state before under my wing for mentoring. I will be leaving behind my mark on that school. I am going to pull off a senior prank. I am part of the thespians club. I am in a college class. I am getting ready for college. I am acting as a leader to my peers. And because of all of that, I feel accomplished. This year is the year I cast away all my dark depressing thoughts, the year I've stopped giving two shits what people think of me, the year I express how creative and happy I am. The year I may just bash that moron in the face with the chair he wont stop leaving alone. (Might, I don't want to get into trouble but god its tempting.) People always told me my senior year would be better but College would be great and I would feel better after high school that I wouldn't be a timid shrew. I find they are right, I find that I have become more me now that I'm reaching the end of puberty. Now that I'm about to step into a new chapter in my life my self confidence is growing with every step, my will to leave my mark on the earth is too and I feel fucking fantastic. School leaves me barely any free time and I feel happy as hell. I don't think I've ever felt this good before now. I love my senior year.
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