Been doing alright I guess. My friend stabbed me in the back after dating my brother, oh wait I called that. I'm not really upset about that Actually as each day goes by I keep having these random ass epiphanies about my life. For instance as I wake up each day I'm starting to pull free of my depression and I just feel better about myself and my life. Some times I get those I'm useless as hell' moods but right now I'm okay. Plus I keep figuring out what triggers my anger so I'm getting a hold on that as well. I'm a really happy person right now. Now that I'm letting go of my anger more and my hatred for human kind I feel better. I've also got a group of people together hoping to work on a senior prank if we pull it off at least in twenty years for the reunion we will be able to talk about something interesting. I'm curious to know what that will be like. I really hope my friends and I pull off our prank but mostly I want my senior year to be my best year. If I could have a steady boyfriend through the whole year I'd be beyond happy but I'm not sure if I'm emotionally ready for that sort of commitment. I'm just now busting out of my shell and doing stuff to make myself more me, such as cutting my hair, changing my clothing, small things like that that make me feel more unique. I'm starting to feel better about myself and my life and am getting further away from the computer, which is why I haven't been posting, sorry for those who actually care XD. Mean while I've also been working on my dance. It's not really work though because I LOVE to dance. I don't mean a little I really love dancing so I see nothing wrong with dancing ANYWHERE I am. I love dancing so I guess I found my passion, now time to see if I can make a living of it. Ta ta till next time Lovelies.
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